Spouse or very close friend

I think about you every day,
The pain I feel won’t go away.
It’s the price I pay and always hold,
And unlike the stories I get told.
Time does nowt to help me heal,
Don’t plan to lose the way I feel.
Why would I try to just forget,
There’s not a second I regret.
The precious times we got to share,
Those memories forever there.
So I’ll think about you every day,
It’s the price and pain I have to pay.
But please don’t think that I don’t miss,
And what I’d give for one more kiss.
But I know, I’ll cease to grieve,
When it comes my time, for me to leave.
Until that time and who knows when,
I hope somehow, we’ll meet again.